Six am

And I'm awake. Although Sam is at work by five-thirty I usually don't wake up more than enough to say goodbye & fall back asleep where I was but this morning was different cuz I had to drive him to work so I can have the vehicle. It's amazing how quiet children are when they're sleeping :)
Yesterday was kind of a very long day, I'm afraid I might be low on vitamin B -- my tolerance level was not high at all.
Note: try not to get into in-depth, life-changing, perspective-challenging conversations about touchy subjects when you feel like that. It makes everything harder to process.
On the bright side I suppose, I did manage to get some organizing done with photos that have been driving Sam bonkers because they're just sitting in boxes in our room. Yay? I think? Except that he is frankly annoyed with me even taking on the project anyway...
I am looking forward to today though, I have work & Dani will be taking care of the kids while I am gone. I'm so glad for sisters :)
Honestly I think me being babysitter has been hard for Sam. He's used to a wife who usually has nothing more important than pampering & loving him when he comes home, showering undivided attention. It's different when he's one of six people wanting your attention & love & food in their stomachs. I guess I haven't quite mastered the art of being wife first and daughter/sister second. Give me some time though, I've had nineteen years to get used to the one roll, and not even a full year to get down the other. Not to mention that we haven't had a house that is our own, which also delays that bit of learning.

It's Hot!!

Really truly. I don't know if it's just that I've had to do a lot of driving today (no A/C makes a vehicle VERY warm) or just what all, but I feel like I'm melting into a puddle.
Well, it again has been way long since I've even been able to look at a computer with internet, let alone take some time to jot down my thoughts, so here are a few things that have happened, & will be happening, in the next little while:

- I'm currently babysitting my five siblings while my dad is at scout camp with the three oldest boys, and my mom is heading up to Montana with her baby, mother and sister.

- I got to attend the homecoming of one missionary friend & missed another's because we were camping. :/ oh well.

- We went camping with the Reynoso Family :D Love those people!!!

- We will be moving from the in-laws to my grandma's at the end of August/beginning of September, that will be good.

- Leon & Taylor will be coming home in September. Totally been missing those guys.

- Sam is working up in Taylorsville on a three-story senior living apartment complex.

- I'm still working Monday's and Friday's at the dental office but they are getting busier!! :)

- We just found out my cousin & his wife are expecting a baby :D

- I got to go to the geneology library for the first time ever & had a VERY enjoyable time there with my aunt :)

- Another cousin will be leaving for Mexico in a week, for a long time. It should be great & I'm rather envious honestly. Haha

- My brother-in-law's girlfriend got into an accident and should be dead. But she's not :) Thankfully.

- I turned twenty *gasp!!*

- We are going as chaperone's to the youth camp, way excited for that :)

.... And I think that pretty much covers it :) Oh, and I'm really in love with life, it's pretty amazing.

Best of luck to all of you & God bless!